Gregg Cour is a 48 year old gay man with AIDS who, after being HIV+ for
half of his life has decided that he simply does not want to start yet a new regime of different medications. As he explains, after a while the body comes
immune to drugs taken continually and hence the need to change to the next
regime of treatments. Never having got
any opportunistic diseases in all this time it is not the virus that has made
Gregg sicker and greatly decreased the quality of his life but all the toxic side
affects of all the different medications.
Once off all the drugs his Doctors tell him he has
approx. six months left to live, and so he gives away all his belongings, and buys
an RV and with his dog Cody travels across the United States to say goodbye to
all his friends and family. And then if
there is any time left he will take his dream trip of going to see London and
Ireland. Greg called this ‘The Good-Bye
and No Regrets Tour’.
This highly emotionally charged journey makes for a
powerful impassioned documentary that leaves one feeling totally helpless as
this courageous and articulate man finds the strength to not just deal with his
own feelings but also with more confused ones of all the people he is taking
leave off. There are times when Gregg is
remarkably upbeat about what he considers is simply bringing his life to an
earlier close than normal as he plans to do once the tour is over. On other
occasions however, he shows that even someone as determined as him, can have regrets.
This movie, by no means a superb piece of filming by
newbie filmmakers Barbara Greene and Michelle Boyaner drains you completely, and
unavoidably reminds you of the times when you have had to deal with death and
grief at such close quarters. There is
no attempt to either edit Greg’s story or to pass any moral judgment on his
choices which is how it should be. He
had no desire to suffer a long painful death from a progressing illness that
would have taken away his independence and given him no real quality of life at
all. The fact that he had the courage to allow the filmmakers unlimited access
to document this all, has created a fitting legacy for one very brave man.
Not an easy one to view and half way through I was questioning
why I should be so masochistic and even choose to watch this in the first
place! But I am so pleased that I did, painful as it was, and to stick right to the
inevitable ending.
★★★★★★★★
